You got me. I fudged - just a bit. It's more than a tad. Definitely more than a tad. But then, how much time and inner energy do I have to waste on those who do not see the pathway ahead. Complete with the results of their stupidities and cupidities and the involved delicate maneuvering necessary if one is to advance. The tricky steps required to move around all that they have done wrong. All the hypocrisy. All the filth. All the ugliness. And worse, the complete unfairness of it all as it is playing out. Right before us. Be it in the papers or on the screen, it matters not. The ugliness persists.
There is that famous line, "Today is the first day of the rest of your life." And one is supposed to take heart in that. That one can indeed start anew. All over from the beginning. Without any package trailing behind. That which contains the past. Sometimes the present is well. It is one of the most ridiculous statements I have ever heard. It bumps right up to the idiocy and falsehood of the rhyme that goes like this: "Sticks and stones can break your bones but words can never harm you." Seriously!!!???
No matter how many times someone says to you, that you can start fresh, the slate is clean - no, it's not. People have memories. Old memories, sometimes vicious memories. Trust me. There will always be those who will remind you that today is not the first day of your life. It is simply another day in the progression of all the days of your past. Perhaps with a few little changes here and there. Nothing major, so carry on and have a good day. Pip, pip. Cheerio!
I am sincerely and seriously and almost hopefully looking for some good days. Hopefully, wishfully a series of good days. Yes. They have been some. Certainly, my days with the little ones. Nothing better than that. Or without fuss, working through a week where everything goes right. Everything just breaks exactly the way it's supposed to. And the week or even the day is ended with a good feeling. But how long does that continue? Because sure as shootin', something from the outside world is going to break through and give a smear of ugliness over your happiness. It is almost guaranteed. (And for those who wish to cheer me up today, a day when I just feel like being in a mood, stop. You don't have to remind me about my husband and my kids and my grandchildren and all that is good in life. I know, but today? Today I'm just off at the world. So le t me indulge and enjoy the day!)
Here's another one that gets me totally ticked off. The hypocrisy is just revolting. And yet nobody seems to see it. Or if they see it, they ignore it. Big heavy bold print in today's Wall Street Journal. First page. Regarding social media and the young. How it is terrible, so terrible that we are allowing our children to get into this. So terrible that something must be done, because after all, we are polluting innocent souls. Yes, I will admit. There's a lot of ugliness on social media. One simply has to stay away from it. And if one has an attraction to it, well, Buck up. There are always things in life that might be tempting, but we do not act upon it if it is illegal or immoral. And if we do, well, we shouldn't have. And therefore, we deserve punishment that is coming our way.
However. It is not the social media as the only culprit. Who is putting this crap out on the line? Who makes heroes of those young? Follow an 'influencer' and all the false values. Influencers and their influencing. The use of children. In such cases deliberately ignoring the fact that most of those who "follow” those children are pedophiles. And it is the parents who have put their children out there, up front and center. Buy me, buy me, buy me.
Teens need help to find the inner strength and sharp vision to be able to discern evil, that which is wrong. And turn away from it. The immediate results of the improper decisions might be amusing. Or endow one with a sense of victory. A momentary thrill which in its own turn incites more and more, and there we go. A broken game of twisted. telephone. Where things that were said or ignored or repeated with changes meant to harm, meant for "fun” But are so definitely not.
Sharp blades of verbal abuse and musings and falsehoods, all meant do hurt and abuse. With some genuine information mixed in, too often lost in the shuffle. It uses are many and beneficial as well, but too often overshadowed by those who turn it to nefarious gain. We must fight against those who wish to pervert it, to misuse the miracles of today's advanced and advancing technology.
Among those of us who try to teach the young, who have tried, perhaps for many, many years, and have met with some success, one hopes a difference was mad. So many influences out there causing the young to turn the wrong ways too many times. Too often and get so deeply immersed in it that even when they wish to remove themselves from it, it is nigh unto impossible. They don't know how. Sometimes it takes adult skill to know how to maneuver and these kids are not really very good at consulting with adults.
Why should they? Why should they trust adults? A father sits with them at a breakfast table or at a dinner table and lectures them on how one has to do the right thing if one is going to succeed in life? Well, what is that good thing? Is good meaning necessary to climbing the ladder of success? Or is good simply good. Why should they listen to this when that same father is outed in the newspaper for engaging in utter filth and degradation. Part and parcel of the ugliness of the whole Epstein scene. And I do reject and oppose only the name Epstein being used, because every single one who participated, every single one of those Nabobs of industry, of banking, of commerce, of technology, all should have their names right next to his. Hyphenate them all.
Is this a case where we are supposed to hire the robber to teach us how to improve our homes? To be immune and safe from that crime? Are we to listen to these people to tell our young how not to turn to the evil? Not to immerse oneself in that which is morally unclean and physically harmful to body, never mind the soul. How to be strong and moral and resist all temptation? From the very ones who succumbed to all the filth?
I don't know. I truly don't. Nor do I think that anyone knows. All I know is that most mornings I will check on the weather and then news. Alexa, the papers delivered to the door or the TV screen - it matters not. The result is generally a series of "Oh my God. Oh my God” As cynical and as disillusioned as I have become, it still, always, continues to boggle my mind, sticks in my throat.
Patently, one of the biggest boggling items of my mind is Trump and all those who continue despite everything, to choose him, discarding and their common sense and any remaining intellectual ability by the wayside. sense. Their ticket to money Has a brain like Swiss cheese. Hollowed out. Rife with holes. Spoiling quickly. Able to contain nothing within. For its floor and balance continues to disappear. Not allowing him to think properly, to voice words properly, to remember things that he must remember. This man is supposed to be the leader of America, once the leader of the Western world, now all trashed by the trash sitting in the Oval Office.
He marked President Day as a child. Using the cover of another President's Day from Time magazine, he placed his own picture in his standard bully pose, "Once I was haunted. Now I'm the hunter." Perhaps we need to remind him that hunting has rules, and he has broken every rule and more pertaining to the governing of this land of ours and in his approach to other nations. This man so inferior to Lincoln and Washington whose birthdays are this month, Consistently, he ends up using anything and everything he can get his stubby little hands on to display his inner ugliness and his advancing dementia.
Perhaps we all need to haunt him. Flood the switchboards of the White House and the House and Senate. Demand an evaluation of his physical and mental status. By a panel of three nonpartisan doctors with the results to be publicized without any tampering. Then get a huge broom the size of the ax of Paul Bunyan and sweep out the dusty halls of DC. Repeople them with those who know how to act. Who know that we must Impeach, indict, convict and imprison this man.
While we are cleaning house we must do a thorough cleaning. Use that broom from DC. and sweep the halls of Banking and business, insurance, industry, technology. All who played in the mud with Epstein. All need to resign or to be kicked out. Not merely one woman and then one or two men. The ugliness is blatant. The need is clear. The right is obvious. The nation, the world, must cleanse itself from the filthy mud, its odor clinging to it.
So just a tad. Just a tad, mind you. Tinged deeply with despair, distrust and sadness. We have been given a beautiful gift. It is called life. We could do much with life. If we took the money spent needlessly - on multiple homes to show off, on overstuffed closets, on cars that cost more than should be legal, - and spent it for those truly in need. Not of a second home, but a first one. A place to stay warm, out of the elements, a definite place to lay one's head. A place where one knows their children will be safe, fed, clothed, where they can do homework and play in peace. Why do we persist in wasteful, needles spending when there are so many other places and people in need.
Desperate need and most often not of their own causation. Life is tough out there. And it is incumbent upon us to aid those in need. To actually partake in Tikkun Olam. No one is asked to stint themselves to the point of unhappiness or severe strain. But neither to waste on needless excess. G-d has given us many opportunities to show that we appreciate the gift of life and know to share with others. Shelter. Food. Clothing. Access to education and medical care. A time for some entertainment - a book, a TV screen, a game.
There was so much we could do with our lives. So much time we have wasted. So much wrong when there could have been so much right. Even able to be accomplished with not a huge expenditure of time or money or strength. Furthermore, doing the right thing is often attractive to many seeking ideas, a way in which they too can do some good for this troubled world and its inhabitants.
But to work well, any endeavor needs a leader. That which is so sadly lacking in our times. People will follow those who proclaim themselves as leaders, but when not so, the truth will out. As it is happening today, more and more. As the truth becomes clearer and clearer with reference to that lump of coal sitting in the Oval Office. Trump. The very thought roils my inners. The damage he has inflicted upon so much and so many will echo down through the years ahead. Damage control will be intense in effort and need and expenditure.
Almost everything this man has done has left many with sour taste in their mouth and wounded hearts. His inhumanity toward those he deems unworthy of him. His cruelty in their treatment. His intense drive to divide this nation. Until he can finally open the drawer in his desk wherein, he keeps his designs for his crown to be placed on his head when anointed king.
Any positive effect that might have arisen from anything he has done is weakened by his own words and actions. Promising. Not promising. Confusing. Almost every step he has taken leaves behind a sinkhole of great depth. Reeking of corruption. No, this man. This facsimile of a man. Is not the leader we need. He was not the leader we needed then, nor is he the leader now, nor is he the leader for the future. Nor any of his ilk.
It is incumbent upon us to pay attention to those who announce themselves as leaders to be. Who boast of their ability to cure the woes of the world? Take heed, take warning of what is happening now. Despite all the promises and all the highfalutin terms and words and boasts. But they need a leader. And that leader is so manifestly so definitely egregiously not the one to fill the already debased role, what he has made of it.
He has broken every rule in the book. Violated the Constitution. Brought this nation down to the lowest level. And boasts of all the perversion that he has accomplished. Shame on all of us That we did not see him coming. That we thought too highly of the electorate that they would see through the sham that he presented. And turn him down. But they did not, and we did not. And here we are. His promises. I like chaff in the wind. They carry no meaning, they carry no permanence.
5000 Palestinians to be armed police in Gaza. Where are they coming from? How many of them have Hamas tattoos on their bodies? Or tunnels in their homes. Foreign troops to be there to see that all is enforced. And where are most of these soldiers coming from? Muslim nations, many declared enemies of Israel. Ukraine stands alone. The world ready to cede half of its territory to Russia, who invaded it. Starvation and warfare continue in Darfur. Nigeria still has its school children kidnapped. And on it goes - on and on and on. Despite the promises. Despite the false crass bragging and boasting. Despite all of his ginned up 'peace prizes”. Despite all the glittery tawdry gilt he has slathered wherever he goes. Whatever he touches.
America must change things around. Heed the warning of the American Olympian champion who changed his life and his event when the original had lost its magic. America needs to find its magic again. It needs to find its mojo. And it is not there in Donald Trump's White House. It is not to be found in his immorality. It is not to be found in the crimes he has committed. Nor is it in the molds he has broken, for too many of those molds were precious and sacred to this nation, to the world, to humanity in general.
This is an administration that doesn't know it's ass from its elbow. But people are so confused out there and they believe all the lies he and his advisers put forth. They are irate when the truth emerges. When the truth about the harm inflicted upon the American consumer via the insane tariffs imposed ie revealed. The plain people out there are not to know the truth.
Nor is there a great revelation of the huge giant steps backwards that the administration and it's foolish proponents of the vaccine ban must take. The inevitable result? Has taken place. Severe illnesses. Return of diseases. Permanent harm? Death. The unimaginable ugliness and perversion of the entire Epstein scandal which has involved so many of our supposed pillars of society. pillars of society.
And so much of this has grown from the seeds planted deeply into American soil, flourished. within the Oval Office and has ensconced itself in the American Palace, Mar A Lago, where he is bowed to at every appearance. As he and his await the long-desired anointing as king of this nation. King of the world would be more to his liking. Second only to God and I'm not sure the demented man sees himself as second anywhere, ever.
Yesterday and today and tomorrow. Sometimes they do run into each other. When they do, But. we must learn to sift through them. Clear the clogs. And make use only of the good, of the productive. that which is good for the many, not only for the individual.
Maybe.
One day.
Still on us.