WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!

     What the hell are we doing? Nobody else is doing this to us, but us. We have allowed ourselves to fall into a position wherein it is getting more and more difficult to get up, to stand up, and be able to function properly as a human being. Truly, the enemy is us.
     Dayton, Ohio, and El Paso, Texas, prefaced by other shootings last week and the month before and the year before and the year before and what the hell are we doing? I hear people say they do not go to public events anymore lest there be a shooter. I hear others say that when they go to the movies or a concert or lecture, they check for exits and watch who is entering the room. I plead guilty to that one. So what the hell???? Is this any way to live?
     In the aftermath of yesterday's crisis people are lining up to give blood. Great, but the true question is why are we in this position day after day. Why so many mass shootings and tragedies? Like it or not, people, it is because hatred, viral and vicious hate, words of hate, have led to deeds of hate and contrary to what someone is saying, as others parrot him, it is not the immigrants. No, it is the ones who post their hatred of others online, all over social media.
      If they simply vented, ugly, but no pools of blood and pieces of flesh all over the place. No broken homes. But, a huge but, these people then go to their closets, their attics, their gun safes, to the stores, and pick up these guns, these assault weapons, these deadly things, and go out and act on their ugly verbiage. That is what the hell is happening and what we have allowed.
    Yes, we have allowed this. We have allowed the insane voices of people to shout that owning an assault weapon is okay under the Second Amendment. No, it is not. Hunting does not make that ok and certainly not hunting for humans, for that is the only purpose of an assault weapon, Yes, I agree, we should be allowed to own a rifle or handgun - if, only if - a detailed background check is done, multi state check, fed check, and only after completion of a safety course as well.
     In this what the hell atmosphere, we have allowed, even encouraged, mass murders. How many more dead are we going to allow before we finally act? Yes, banning these types of weapons will not stop people killing each other, but it will certainly cut down on it, not allowing for it, for a person to break into a store, a school, a church, a synagogue, wherever, and just shoot down people.
     Will this ever happen? Will we ever come to our senses? A cloud of strong doubt hangs over that thought and then what to do with the argument that there is a great Civil War coming to this country for so huge and deep is the growing divide in this nation. Thus the need to have these weapons, to defend oneself and family. Really? The frightening thing is, it actually makes a warped sense, though there is another way out.
     The "terrible, terrible man" who is unfortunately our illegitimate president, needs to be silenced. The social media companies cut off the hate spewers, so why not this particular one. Now he tweets that the El Paso killing was terrible? That "innocent" people should not be killed? Really? Thank you so much for that pearl of wisdom. Now he tweets this, looking oh so innocent, hand still in the cookie jar.!!! This is what his "fine" people do and this is what they do because they are encouraged by his sleazy comments and encouragement of hate chants as he spews forth the words of the devil, calling people names, dehumanizing them, associating with our enemies rather than with our allies, sowing confusion and disorder shot through with dark veins of hate. If he wishes to speak his deep dark thoughts, then let him get off his damned couch and talk outside and let the world and the people of this country hear the questions about his behavior, about his words, about the consequences he has wrought.
      The market tanking drastically, the war as we are at odds with each other over goods and trades, and the end result is a carnivorous circle wherein the newly released creature is eating its own tail. We have warnings re fod production and better use of the land, controlling development, amending our environmental sins, but there is no time for this, certainly not here in America as we have a do nothing Congress, wherein  a chrysallis has brought around a very strange McConnell whose only effort and goal seems to be the confirmations of hateful and incompetent appointees and judges, all the better to wreck this country both long and short term. What the hell!!!!!
     Trump tweeted yesterday there is no excuse for killing innocent people. Really? Truly? Did he just wake up to this? Does he not realize that he is part and parcel of this whole disgusting and deadly mess? Mene, Mene, Tekel, Oopharsein - numbered, numbered, weighed, divided - the kingdom of Babylonia has been found to be deserving of death, of destruction. Over and over the history of mankind has shown this inclination amongst mankind , to embrace its own destruction.
     The Tower of Babel, the enslavement of others, the use of rape as a weapon of war, an example of power, the words of hate and challenge over a piece of land, the crusades against religions that are not one's own, and the list goes on.
     What the hell? What the hell! When the hell do we wake up and smell not the coffeee, but the blood, the mess, the deadly messes that we have wrought. Not G-d, not them, not the others, but us, all of us, for not seeing the truth, not peering behind the curtain and seeing the troll of a wizard joined in an alliance with other ugly souled trolls and not doing a damned thing to stop this.
     Like this or not, life will not be the same anymore; it is already not the same as it was. We have already altered the present and future. What the hell and when the hell will we wake up ad stand up for survival, for humanity, for dencency for dignity . Let us get rid of these creeps, turn them away, and let us build what we can and should, rather than join in on the destruction or there will be no what the hell - only Hell! Here on earth.