Crying, Rena Ariel caressed the blue shroud covered body of her daughter Hallel Yaffa, 13, before uttering her final parting words, to the girl who had been a brilliant student and who loved to dance.
Just the night before, Hallel had performed in Jerusalem with Harikod dance troop. In the morning she slept late. She was alone in the house when a Palestinian teen, Mohammad Tarairah, 17, snuck in her bedroom through an open window and stabbed her to death.
“I am standing here with a heart filled with pain and I am turning to you, the Arab mother, the Muslim who sent your son out to stab,” Rena said as she raised her arm and pointed her finger in the air.
“I raised my daughter with love, but you and the Arab Muslim educators, you taught him to hate. Go, put your house in order,” she as she shook with anger.
With her eyes to the sky, she called out to God and asked, “How do you eulogize a 13-and-a-half year old girl. Tell me what words to use to eulogize a flower, a pure soul, who is courageous and beautiful. Your only sin was that you were almost perfect,” Rena said.
She recalled how she had struggled and finally succeeded in giving birth to Hallel.
“You were a ray of light in my life. You were the one who turned me into a mother.” To God, she said, “you gave me a present and now I am returning it to you.”
She was certain, Rena said, that her daughter would go straight to heaven and would be close to God’s seat of honor.
“Take her. She is the flesh of our flesh. Hug her, because I will never gain be able to touch her. Make room for her, so she can dance,” Rena said.
But she noted that there had been so many terror victims, particularly from Kiryat Arba, that had similarly risen to be close to God, that was getting crowded.
“There isn’t any more room there,” Rena said.
Hallel’s dance teacher Esther Meiron, recalled watching Hallel the night before as she stood in a white dress about to go on stage.
“Like a white bird, last night, you danced the dance of your life,” Meiron said.
She was always impressed Meiron said, by the strength and light that emanated from Hallel as she danced.
At the time of the stabbing, Meiron said, she had just received a long text message from Rena thanking her and speaking of the significant role that dance and her center had played in Hallel’s life.
“I responded, ‘thank you. Hallel is amazing.’ What seemed like almost one minute later I got a message about the terror attack,” Meiron said. That was followed with the shocking notice that Hallel had been killed.
“I don’t understand, how is that possible?,” Meiron asked.
“Unfortunately, for years we have been dancing in the shadow of terror. And now, once again, it has knocked on our door without warning,” Meiron said.
“We always found comfort in dancing, but this time, after the kind of performance we had the night before, it is impossible to comprehend,” Meiron said.
To Hallel, she promised that they would never stop dancing.
“We will dance in spite of the pain and one day, we will also dance again from happiness,” Meiron said.